I can't believe it's only been a week since the last time I saw, hugged, and kissed my husband. It feels like it's been months! I still have a long way to go, but I know this is going to be a piece of cake. This is NOTHING.. And being as strong as I am now, with the head I have on my shoulders, this is easy. It's easy because we are so in love. Being away from each other isn't easy.. but being strong is. Does that make sense? It's easy to be strong for him.. Also, being strong doesn't mean you have to keep it together 24/7.
The biggest thing that has changed in our entire relationship.. is that we're on the same level now. I'm on Tyler's level, he's on mine. I believe that is so important in any marriage. If you aren't on the same page, it will fail. Anyway, I miss my husband so much. I miss his laugh, I miss his voice. I miss his hugs and kisses.. I miss seeing him after work, I miss making dinner together and hearing his loud burps and his reaction to it afterward. If you know Ty, you know that face he makes when he's shocked? I'll have to post a picture I can't explain it but it's soo funny. I miss his hands.. I miss his gorgeous eyes :)
I wonder what he's doing.. I hope he's thinking about me. I hate how much we have to be apart but I know this job, as much as he says he hates it at times, makes him happy and that makes me happy. I will support him til the day I die. I hope he's sleeping good.. I hope he isn't getting sea sick :( I hate it when he's sick..
I can't wait for him to come home and see the little improvements I've made in the apartment! I made some touch ups on the walls and re arranged some things. I want to get a couch cover, pillows, and a rug for the livingroom. I think I'm going to get one new item for the house every paycheck :) By that time, our home will look totally different to him! I can't wait.
Baby, I miss you like crazy and I can't wait for you to come home.. I miss having you around so badly. I can't wait to find a Church together and start reading the books we've been wanting to read together. It's the little things that I get most excited for.. I can't wait to do your laundry too! I miss washing your cami's.. I love you sweetheart and I hope you're doing okay. I miss you like crazy and I can't wait to have you home.
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